The End

Then Jesus declared, “No one who puts his hand to the plow and then looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.” - Luke 9:62, The Holy Bible

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What happened in these six months (since December 2019) will always be a mystery to me. Of course, I've been through something similar in the year 2017 but this one seemed like a more revealing experience as I seemed to have more control over myself now than then and more importantly, the revelations of this episode were more comprehensive than earlier. Somehow, when I look back, it seemed like it was always coming, that I was just a few steps away from the debacle and the miracle that followed it. Of course, I wasn't certain that a miracle would rescue me from the pit of hell, at least not when I was going through it but it all seems to me now as though it was bound to happen. One incident after the other happened in such a way that I got certain revelations that helped me get over certain dark times hanging over me at present and also those that will serve as tools and methods for me to act with the Spirit when I interact with the world in the future.

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"And we know that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose." - Romans 8:28, The Holy Bible

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I was going through a dark period even before the world met with the Covid-19 pandemic almost as though God was warning me that all is not well across the world, at least in the background before February 2020. The immediate reaction for any normal person, when struck with calamity, is to be sorrowful and perhaps even to rebel against God, if he/she believes in His existence. I am not mentioning it as 'believes in Him' but rather as 'believes in His existence' as the former would have made them trust wholly in God and not rebel as a Christian knows that whatever happens in this world is ultimately for the good of those who love God and according to His will - that God will not forsake us and that we have to always submit to His will no matter how bad the circumstances are.

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I don't think I am going to spend much time explaining the circumstances that lead me to where I am now as there are a lot of aspects that will have to be revealed and though I believe that those revelations will be of help to the world, I wish to reveal it in a different way. I plan to do some anonymous work for God in accordance with Jesus's teaching -

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"But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing" - Matthew 6:3, The Holy Bible

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and hereby submit to the only true God, whose only begotten Son is our Lord Jesus Christ, who I believe will guide me to serve Him in totality. In short, what I believe hadn't happened to me in my earlier conversion was that I hadn't submitted to God's will completely thereby making me work along with the expectations of my flesh. I came to the realization of Jesus Christ but hadn't known Him deeply enough and now wish to do that since God has revealed the rest to be vanity.

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"Jesus replied, 'Truly, truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.'" - John 3:3, The Holy Bible

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All said and done, 'The End' of everything in life and life itself is 'The Beginning', the beginning of something new and enthralling; unsurprisingly though, mystically yet.

Hallelujah!!!